Sunday, September 9, 2012
Entry Number 21
This morning's needle was so painful when I was trying to push it in, I ended up having to pull it out and find another place. There were tears and everything. I haven't had tears for weeks. Just when I thought I was moving forward, I have taken a big step back.
All in all it has been a stressful weekend and this just was the cherry on the cake, a big black rotten cherry!
So tonight I am off to give myself my night injection and hoping that I find a nice pain free place, no pain going in, no pain during and no pain after.
I feel like all the skin (and whatever is just under your skin) is bruised and sore and it is making me sad.
I fell off the wagon big time this weekend as well, Chinese for tea last night (as the family was over and it was the easiest to do) and then out for lunch today and nothing on the menu was diabetes friendly. Then dealing with some personal family issues has had me craving chocolate in a huge way, so far I have stayed strong, but I did have some sough dough bread with real butter and cheese as an afternoon snack.
Tomorrow is a new day, and hopefully the start of a great week.
One can only hope.
Thanks for popping by xxx